Methadone Uses

Question by Sarah: Please help me. Severely depressed getting off suboxone and just want to die and I need help bad?
I am going to start off by saying I am a 30 year old female. I was in a bad car wreck at the age of 16 and got prescribed vicidon and then they prescribed me oxy’s. Well, I started abusing them because I felt really good on them and didn’t know what addiction was and that it could even happen to me. Well, at the age of 18, I got on methadone and was on it for almost 12 years of my life. When getting off of it, I just wanted to kill myself. Nothing was that harsh in my life. I would have rather went through labor pains and have a baby every day then go through that(no joke). After quitting methadone and not doing anything for 2 months, I got on suboxone because I couldn’t function. Taking a five minute bath took an hour because I had no energy to pull myself out of it. It was horrible.

Well, now I sit here after being on suboxone for over a year. I went down from 16 mgs to crumbs and done it how it was supposed to be done. I haven’t taken any for three days, but I was still in withdrawals bad just taking 1/20th of an 8 mg. strip. I am really depressed and just want to die, but I can’t take that way out because I have two boys and I have to be strong for them. They think I have the flu right now and my mom is helping me cook and clean and stuff while I have the “flu”. I really don’t know what to do. I have tried taking clondine and that does not help. I tried this stuff I have read on forums that you buy(all natural) called Hyland’s Restful Legs and the Leg Cramps. I am taking vitamins. I have tried taking Lyrica because I have heard it helps with withdrawals. I don’t know what to do. I have tried so hard and just want to be normal and off everything. I see someone normal walking on the streets or in a store and get so jealous because I screwed up my life at such a young age and still suffering from it. I am just so sad and need help. Can someone give me some advice? What can I do? How long will this last? I am begging someone to help and guide me in the right direction. :((

I just wanted to say that I haven’t took a pain pill of any kind since I was 18, but methadone and suboxone is way worse and I passed all of my drug tests, but failed one for alcohol. Yeah, it helps while you are on it greatly, but coming off of it, you can’t say you know until you been there, so I don’t need to hear any stories how much it helps or good it is until you have been off of it because when that day comes, you will see, unfortunately. 🙁 Thank you for taking time out and reading my question. You don’t know how much I appreciate it and you guys are the best. 🙂

Another thing, none of my friends knew I was on methadone or suboxone. Only my family and fiance. My fiance has never taken a drug in his life, so he has no clue. He has never even taking an aspirin. My parents hasn’t either, but my mom understands more than anyone because she has seen what I have been through trying to get off this harsh stuff.

Best answer:

Answer by Jack
I feel you need medical help inorder to cope.your not meant to go through this alone.also I feel you need someone special to talk with.A special friend GOD BLESS you..!

Answer by Cindy1976
Hi, Why did you take something for RLS? If the withdrawals are making you feel like creepy crawlers are on you then ask your Doctor for Requip 4 mgs. Also ask for a low dose of Ativan or Valium on 1 mg the Ativan & 5 mgs on Valium. I worked at a hospital for 14 yrs in chemical dependence & we did not have Suboxone then. So, please try to get your Doctor to give you these 2 scripts. Good Luck & God Bless

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