Please Help Important About Pill Abuse/Focalin XR 30mg?

Question by dslkfsdhf: Please Help Important About Pill Abuse/Focalin XR 30mg?
I have had many issues with pill addiction in the past, stopped for 2 years but started again a couple months ago.
Since coming to university it started with 40mg of vyvanse a couple times a week to study but now it’s like week long binges of vyvanse, focalin, concerta, and some others, including methadone which is new for me, but ever since I snorted that I cannot stop thinking about it, it’s gotten to the point where I ask my dealer for it everyday and don’t even realize
Which is my first concern because when I was 14-16 I used to have problems with pills and alcohol and ruined a lot of things/relationships in my life, now I’m 18, failing all my classes because I haven’t been to class in the last month, spending my days just trying to find anyway possible to get high.
The thing I’m worried about is when I come down or am sober I get so depressed I cry for hours, have mental breakdowns/panic attacks, and seriously want to die.
I would never be one to say I have a problem but it’s really scaring me now, any advice or similar experiances?

Other question:
I took a 30mg of focalin xr 10 hours ago and snorted half of one and just took another 30mg like 2 hours ago maybe.
I am tweaking out harder than I ever have right now, like heart is racing, cold sweats, depressed, my whole body is shaking and I’m freezing cold.
What the does that mean?
I didn’t take enough to overdose right?
It’s only 75mg total of the focalin, I’ve taken probably 120mg of vyvanse before but not this much focalin so I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
Have you taken it?
How many mg til you OD?

Thanks everyone!
I don’t care if you judge me
Also, I feel like I should have added this when talking about the focalin so you can be more specific.
I am 5’1, 100 pounds, and have not eaten anything in almost 22 hours, not including the half a sub I ate almost an hour before popping/snorting that.
I feel like that could be part of the reason I feel so weird right now, I usually eat before taking anything like that because it makes me not hungry for like 2 days straight.
I am pretty sure I would know if I was overdosing, so I think I should be alive, just freaking out.
If you need more info, let me know.
I would really appreciate some helpful answers because I don’t know what to do, and I really don’t want to end up how I used to be.
Thanks, I don’t know about going to the hospital though, maybe if it gets worse.

Best answer:

Answer by Pisces_mom
No matter what if you are experiencing arrythmias or tachycardia (faster than normal heartbeats), you need emergency medical care. Overdosing is the least of your problems at the moment. You are putting your heart into extreme stress with all of those meds, go to the er or A&E. Worry about getting help for your addictions after you’ve gotten control of your heart issue there. Also, since you already are aware that you are in a bad predicament, it wouldn’t hurt to seek professional advice about addiction/recovery services while you are in hospital. Good luck.

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