I Want to Go Down on Dosages After 2 Mnths of Methadone,?I Want to Get Off This Nightmare Drug?HELP?
Question by DEVILCHILD: I want to go down on dosages after 2 mnths of methadone,?I want to get off this nightmare drug?HELP?
I was on Pills(Opitates)Benzos(By prescription)&Then started Podwer Cocaine Last Dec…The month of May I decided to after 1 mnth clean(April)To go completly off cocaine(So i owed them that Month for mnth before&That night they seen i wasnt going to get anymore so guess what i was withdrawing from all my medications&I was home and they came by and offered me a few lines and omg the demons ate my nerves up that min and i took about 30 mins to say yes ,So i did well they were about to leave and i had 80.00 left and i asked if they could leave me that much…Well i did it that night&On the way home i was depressed,My husband i could tell was finally through with me doing this crap(I looked at him and i deeply was sad,I came home and was about to come down and i prayed to god i could get help,Well all i remember was i took a lyrica and 3 kloniphens and i woke up 1230pm may 5th in NICU On life support,Yes my husband had found me face down in my tub,Drowned,I had had a seizure from speedballing..Well i came out of Hospital after 5 days stay&I stayed clean from every thing but my pain pills from may-august&Bam i got demons again bad i messed up I done it again,Not speedballing,But i was dumb,My husband lost his job he had a nervous breakdown after seeing me on life support,I falled my self and my family And i just dont understand why in the he{{ I let these people come back and i let those drug demons Beat me ugg..Now after that Oct…6th i decidedId go hard agaisnt this drug habit,I started the methadone treatment,I have touched nothing since oct 4th and i felt alot Better,Until yesterday I got there to late and i couldnt get dosed and omg i went into panics I had to wait until 6am this morning,That is something i dont want to do,But i do not wnt to go back to drugs can anyone help me please???
Best answer:
Answer by Marquis de LaDeaux
Well I can’t help you much with missing a dosage, that is something you have to make sure you do on your own. I would suggest waking up earlier to make sure you get there on time, don’t screw around too long or I guarantee that will happen again and no one will be able to help you out with getting your methadone treatment until your next scheduled time. It is up to you to make sure you get there on time.
As for the feeling that you need a fix, I would suggest you get a friend or your husband or someone to stay with to help get your mind off the drugs. They will be able to help you stay away from the people with drugs and you’ll end up feeling better than if you use again. You could also pick up on your favorite hobby or take some time to learn about your spiritual path to give you something to look forward to rather than using. Hope you can stay clean, good luck!
Answer by Nica
I really suggest checking yourself in for inpatient treatment. You will have a withdrawal from methadone it really depends on how much you have been taking and how long you have been using opiates as to how bad it is going to be. I have kicked vicodin cold turkey after 3 years of use and it was 3 days of hell, then every day got better. It seems to me you would seriously benefit from therapy in addition to getting off methadone. Something has to be triggering you to use, and addressing that is the key to recovery. Good Luck!